Blog Entry
The Tests
July 29, 2008 by alone, under life, thought.
It’s a grateful thing to live and breathe in this temporarily world.
Smile, cry, pain, oppressed, depressed and bla, bla, bla become the color of this life.
I’m happy to let my fingers dancing on the keyboard again, after the terrible pain and feeling had pissed me off. A lot of things had happened. A LOT.
Sometimes we never ever realize that our life is full of challenges and obstructions.
So am I.
I’m avoiding myself from using the term ‘bad luck’ or ‘curse’ in my head, because I believe that all things happen with reasons and sometimes we had to think it back before we fell in our sleeps to get their meanings.
And i’m wanna talk about this one.
The tests.
It was a terrible evening when I got headache on my way back from DBKL. It’s so painful 
Fortunately, I got a seat and took a nap for awhile, and when I opened my eyes, the bus was already at the main gate of the campus.
Stepped down from the bus, I went straight to my room and lied myself on the bed. And in less than 3 secs, i’m nowhere. It’s the long nap in my life, I think. Sleeping from 6 p.m. to 8 a.m. on the other day is not a normal sleep. There’s a lot of messages in the inbox as well as the missed calls. omg.
The headache had gone. But just for awhile because it came back in 5 minutes and i felt so depressed because the presentation day was around the corner. I couldn’t answer the calls and could talk only a little bit because of the terrible headache and fortunately, Napi helped me in doing my works. Thanks Napi, you helped me a lot .
And for the whole day, I was a sick guy.
The next morning, it’s practical day for geomatic and the moment I opened my eyes and saw the time, it’s already late. so I did my prayer, took bath and wore my clothes in rush and despite of my terrible headache, I walked quickly to the kuliyyah. And as far I realized, I was not a late person. It’s also no any benefit for me because - the practical was postponed and.. :sighing: ..I dunno what to say..
I felt better that night and did some works for kaedfest. i thought it’s gonna be ok and last night, it was the most terrible thing that happened and made me regret until now. i and napi supposedly finish the presentation for our group and we had planned all the things, but unfortunately, we felt asleep, (maybe we were so tired) although our work was not yet finished, and I was so sad, frustrated, regret, and.. the other bad feelings.. because it affected the whole group members on the presentation the next day :brokenheart:
and yes, i still feel the headache now.
life is full of tests. but i believe there’s a meaning inside them.
but i also got a friend that always helps and understands me - napi. thanks again, napi.
i start to realize that there are so many things that i have to change in myself. yeah, i need to do what i need to do. and as the starting point, i just finished tiding my messy room before i write this entry 
a good start, huh?
uh. the headache. it’s terrible. i gonna take the pills..
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oh yeah, it’s also a grateful thing to have this blog :mmuahh:
sincerely, writing what I’m feeling is a way to relieve my stress and pain.
“I’m alone. Accompany me”
come. accompany me 
p/s:i need to call someone :callme: uh. miss the person so much. so that’s it
tkes pills??
amalkan lah selalu (nada perli)
hhmm..jangan kerap sgt amik..xelok senanye..aku tahu sakit coz aku pon de migrain,amik bile betul2 perlu je k..
cube ko amalkan bismillah yg 7 tu..
lagi satu, tlong sgt2.. :pray:
curik mase dr ur bz lif tu, rehat kejap..just take a nap.5 mnutes smthg..
kite bukan mesin yg bley on&off anytime..
ujian yg dtg kdg2 diluar dugaan n menyesakkan dada.take a deep breath n kite kene teruskan mendaki anak2 tangga utk mendekatkan diri kpd Allah
“dijadikan kita lemah supaya kelemahan itu kita dapat meneropong kebesaran an keagungan Allah”-Ibn Qayyim
kalau kita diuji dengan kesibukan sehingga kita lalai daripada mengingati Allah, dan menyebabkan kia semakin jauh dengan Allah…
Maka setelah tersedar dek teguran Allah, jiwa ni merasakan kesengsaraan yang amat dasyat… kesengsaraan disebabkan terasa Allah telah memalingkan wajahNya dari kita..
aku selalu rase gtu..but kite kene keep on praying dat Allah will strengthen our iman.
bila hati kecil dijentik,igtlah Allah sebenarnye rindukan suara2 hamba2Nya yg merayu2 kepadaNYA
peringatan utk diri aku sendiri n utk sume
p/s:keep up ur good work :clap:
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ea? tapi aku harap aku xmigrain la.. mungkin demam skit kot.. huhu
yup.. thanks for tazkirah
p/s: i’m not so good in works.. but thanks
~ kesiannya… pergi la klinik kalau teruk sangat sakit kepala tuh. another thing, tido kena cukup okeyh.. ~
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xpegi klinik.. makan panadol je.. uhu
yup.. must have enough nap
thanks kak amy
~ skang dah sihat ker belum nie? if tak sihat lagik, g la klinik. for at least, ubat yg diorg bagik tuh specific skit utk sakit kepala. nie makan panadol mana berkesan. kalo akak, akak telan ponstan terus. ~
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sekarang dah musim panas balik sebab nak masu bulan puasa. hehe :youukiddingme:
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aku pun rasa macam tu jugak.
tapi xpe, bulan Ramadhan bulan yang penuh dengan keberkatan
Suasana kesibukan ni berada di mana2…dalam bidang study,atau kerja….semuanya berisiko untuk alami depress yang terlampau.Cuma harus ingat dua perkara..rehatkan minda dan badan…
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ya. betul. kesibukan itu ada di mana2.
- rehatkan minda
- rehatkan badan
setuju. thanks shila
penat sgt kot tu yg saket kepala? or u got migrain? pegi la check.
dulu pun i’ved migrain. :tension: slalu gak amek pil tahan sakit tp da lame2 x bekesan pun. Then i used Citronelle. skang alhamdulillah da jarang kene. mungkin da baik kot.
harusnye kite hargai kawan2 yang ade di sekeliling kite. :hugs:
yeah alone. kite kene buat ape yg patut kite buat bukan buat bende yang kite suka buat. Gud luck!
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migrain? huhu. i hope not
oh. Alhamdulillah. skrg dah ok skit.
ya. hargai kawan2 dan kawan2 akan hargai kita
yup. setuju. thanks
Pray the lord for your health.
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Amin :pray:
ye la…skrg ni kepanasan melampau, mudah dapat penyakit lagi2 sakit kepala kan..
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ya. sekarang ni panas
sebab tu mmy mom selalu pesan - banyakkan mandi.
tapi.. 3-4 kali sehari cukupla kan?
salam, nyampuk jap… 3-4kali sehari, ckup sangat.. nak lebeh afdal, tmbah lagi sehari, jadilaaa 5kali sehari mndi… lagi masyukkkkk hahahahaha
‘ujian’ yg kte dpt disertakan dgn sesuatu ‘berharge’ yg kte tak perasan…
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hm.. betul..