I Deserved It

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Perak’s government now goes to BN. Well, as rakyat can see and think reasonably, you can judge it by yourselves.

That’s not my point, actually.

Pain had killed my laugh. Sadness brings a long dark way ahead.

huh.

i already felt something was going wrong. but i still didn’t concern about it. there’s a lot works to do. my head felt painful. but all works need to be finished.

I worked hard, but the results was embarrassing.

when it came to presentation yesterday, i felt very discourage and weak, however i still can laugh to prevent more bad things to come. and yeah, as I had already guessed it, we had been blamed and the worst thing is – i’d been attacked, although I was not the leader of group.

“your group is worst than the others”

yeah.. i admit it. I admit it.

And I give my respect to one of my friend who was very strong in handling the situation.

I’m really need attention from someone. But when i woke up from my long sleep this morning, I noticed there’s a SMS.

“I’m going to buy UPax. We had already always like this. We’re currently seldom contacting each other. So no matter lah kan?”

*ugh* ..my heart broken. I think I know what it means. sometimes I’m very busy doing works, so I have to focus on what I do.

I’m already weak, and now weaker by someone who was my strong support.

I can’t tell Mom and Dad, I don’t want them to be sad.

And I feel I deserved it. hm.. why?

I always late for my prayer because of the works. I seldom reading Qur’an. I laughed a lot. I did jokes a lot. I was playful (maybe).. and I sometimes didn’t concentrate on serious matters.

It makes me remember of what one of my friend said:

“Behave yourself, Nas. You’re a type of person that will be punished instantly for what you did”

omg. I think I found the answer. HE gives me a warning.. and I deserved it. Ya Allah, forgive me!

I’m regret of what I’d done.

everything’s gone wrong.

now I’m alone, again. but I had to move on. I’m sure there’s a light somewhere ahead. If I choose to be weak, I’ll lose my own life. My own game.

I feel sad for Dato’ Seri Nizar. I dunno why.

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Callister

alahai…siannya kat kamu Nas…Sabar byk2 ye, kuatkan semangat..Hidup memg ada cabaran,baguslah kalo dah sedar kesilapan..
There’s always a second chance… :notworthy:

ps: sbgai org Perak, rasa sakit hati. Betul 2, sian Dato’ Seri Nizar.. :sad:

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en_me

ehehe, ingatkan entri politikus nih..

hi abang alone tewww, salamms dr me dikejauhannnns..

en_me’s last blog post..the grand old lady

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Arina

Hey, all of us deserved a second chance to turn around what goes wrong
just don’t give up
i believe that if we want it n try hard for it, we will achieve it
it might take some time, but that doesn’t matter. What matters is the result.
Gud Luck to u.

Arina’s last blog post..Bye Guys!

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wexeeda

huhu… wex pn frust abis ngn presentation jumaat lepas… satu hari gak laaa wex diam je tak de mood nak ckp… huhu… xpe bnde dah lepas, kte wat pngajaran… kte kaji balik mne yg tak kne…nnt kte jadi yg lagi best… hehe Insyaallah.

bab solat, dlu waktu matrik, de sorang senior wex (waktu orientasi) pernah ckp… klu kte dh nak masuk kelas, tapi tak solat lagi, kita solat dlu. so, betape sibuk pn, klu smpat, insyaallah wex akan cuba solat dlu. Insyaallah klu kita yakin, mcam2 mne sibuk pn kita, Insyaallah, Allah swt permudahkan urusan kita, mcam2 bleh jadi.. pe yg berlaku kat kita smua dgn kehendak Allah, Allah Maha Kuasa tuk buat pe saja pd kita..

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zuhairy

ingatkan nak cerita pasal perak,hehe.anyway, all the best.

belajar rajin2 yer..

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omar

just be ur self.tak perlu nak mengikut kehendak orang lain.

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Sweet Thinker

:shrug: btol urat sket bro!

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myadlan

seems like you are having a tough time.. chill k.. enjoy your weekend first then refresh yourself before kick start a new day..

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Adry

huhu…. rilex… bawa banyak bersabar….

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KNizam

rileks
ramai blogger kat sini yg bersimpati ngan ko :mrgreen:

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~ mizzAmy ~

~ lor… nih kes putus cinta ke nih?? be cool okeyh. anyhow, u must focus in what ever u’re doing. kalau tak focus, that’ll be something wrong on it later on. ;) ~

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Umar Abdul Rashid

Inna ma’al ‘usri yusra…

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lydiarayyan

muhasabah diri bebeh…. :thumbsup: :thumbsup:

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Chu

malaysia politics…. :)

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alone

ya.. i hope so.. terima kasih kak..

ps : ya.. semoga beliau dapat bersabar..

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alone

salam untuk abg me jugaaaa… :razz:

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alone

yeah. ur words make me think a lot.

thanks Arina. i’ll go for it :smile:

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alone

huhu. sabar ye, wex. ya.. InsyaAllah.. kena muhasabah balik..

yup. sebenarnya masa sentiasa ada.. cuma nak buat atau x je..

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alone

hehe. intro jek.

InsyaAllah.. terima kasih :tongue:

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alone

betul..

kadang2 terpaksa. apa boleh buat :shrug:

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alone

*ugh3* – betulkan urat :notworthy: :shrug:

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alone

yeah..

I enjoyed it. thanks bro :cool:

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alone

ya.. *tarik nafas* :notworthy:

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alone

huhu :waa:

terima kasih semua.. :notworthy:

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alone

huhu. xdela sampai putus cinta :drool:

yeah. i have to focus. or i’ll die :roll:

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alone

Fainna ma’al ‘usri yusra..

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alone

uhu. yup.

muhasabah.. muhasabah.. :notworthy:

a did a lot of mistakes. no it’s time to redeem it back :notworthy:

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alone

yeah.. :roll:

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