I just woke up from my so called “go early to sleep”. Again, I still not success in doing it – sleep early and wake up early. This time it’s because of the flu. So I have to sleep later than I’d planned. And it means I might wake up later tomorrow. I don’t want that so I guess it’s better to stay here, in front of my lovely PC and start mumbling!

I got all these blisters since a few weeks ago and it’s still there. “You might get chickenpox,” as doctor said.

“Thank you, doc. So it’s chickenpox or not?”.

“I’m not sure. You have to wait for a few days”

And I have to ‘wait’ for the answer to come. And I guess it’s happening.

Feeling like fever, flu and a lovely itchy body – a set of entertainment that make it’s harder for me to sleep. Well, it could be a sign for me to be more patient in life. Who knows? It might be a sign of love.

Love? It could be everything. Sharing feelings is compulsory. Paying attention is essential. And what on the earth do it means.

And currently I do love Stereopony. Their music. How they perform on stage. Haha. Stereopony rocks!

Well, I still can’t sleep and I lost my mood for it. Maybe I should continue playing PES or reading some online news until morning.

* I’m thinking of reconnect with old friends in blogging. Feeling guilty of forgetting them. Oh oh.

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Learning new things is amazing. And it’s feel awesome to explore more and more.

I have a great passion in learning and exploring new things. It might cannot make me become more brilliant but it gives a taste of satisfaction. I believe different people got different taste as different people love different fruits, flowers and girls.

I participated in organizing Minggu Jejak Bestari (week for IT) at my former secondary school and at this point I realized there are a lot more things to explore. I feel glad to see my buddies got their own niches to explore as well as me. I see the feel of passion in their faces. And yes, we are computer geeks so some of the passions which I mentioned are graphic design, databases, scripting, programming and yada yada.

However the environment had changed. Kids are more advanced than we could expect and I see that in my juniors (I’m a super duper senior!). Talking about Yahoo!, Google or HTML are not enough to make them feel amaze – very different form the old times where we were so excited to see and know we can see, send and do a lot of things using Internet.

And as always, bad effects come together with the good one at the same time. I believe kids nowadays are exposed to too much things out there and that’s why they are open to talk about coupling, marriage and sex which I never ever tend to think about it during my school-time. Somewhat gross but it is fact – and we are living in it.

More things to explore!

• New things – currently I explore scripting and CSS and databases is yet to come!
• How kids going on nowadays

Learning is continuous process – until the end of our life.

I and some mates are in our way of registering of our company and pray for our success.

p.s: Going back to IIUM tomorrow. Geez.
p.s.s: Omg, the song is not finished yet! I have to reconstruct it back using Fruity Loops.
p.s.s.s: Forgot to mention, AloneinHome is now running on Thesis theme! Cool!

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Being the only child for my parents, I admit sometimes I’m too rely on my parents especially on important matters – finance, banking, housing, car, etc. And honestly I feel too comfortable with it.

“You don’t have to think anything. Just study and make us happy,” that’s what my mom said a few years ago.

But the thing has changed. I’m not a school kid anymore. And I’m capable of getting cash through my own efforts. I realized my parents’ perception towards me had changed.

Honestly I feel shocked when my mom asked me these questions one day:

• How much salary do you expected for yourself?
• Which type of house do you want to live after marriage?
• Which model of car do you want to use in the future?
• How much do you plan to save per month from your salary?

I answered nothing.

My mom smiled and told me – you should think in advance.

It’s like a hard slap. I never think what will happen in the future. I do study but I never plan on my job. I do blogging but I never plan what will I do or how I would manage my sites 4-5 years from now.

We have to think in advance so we could plan what we want to do in the future. Or what we will be.

I guess here are some advantages of thinking in advance:

• We have the chance to plan our future
• We can predict what we want to be
• We know what we want to achieve

That’s it. Think in advance!

p.s: Got call letter from National Service. Don’t they have the record of any candidate still studying? Absurd.

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Getting success and failure are normal things in life. Believe it or not, we are facing these success and failure in every single activity in our daily life – the difference is how big or small or important it is.

It is a common sense that we love success and hate failure. Success makes us happy while failure makes us sad. Success always means win while failure means lose. However in some cases the interpretation is different where some people regards differently than normal.

Sometimes we have to face the failure and in life we cannot avoid this no matter whether you are in sports, working life, study or other fields.

Let’s see 5 useful tips for facing the failure.

1. Be Prepared

The most important thing is to be prepared to face the failure. Always remember that we cannot gain success all the time. We will face failure someday so always get ready for the moment.

2. Accept The Fact

Accepting the fact helps a lot especially if you face a big lose or failure in your life. Some people even kill themselves due to refusing to accept the fact. Always think rationale and accept the fact that sometimes we win and sometimes we lose. This is a key point for you to get back to yourselves before trying more.

3. Learn From Mistakes

Failure gives us lesson in our life so learn from our mistakes. Take a look at the factors of the failure and try to overcome them and improve the situation. Sometimes you could do better after learning from your mistakes.

4. Try Again and Again

Try again and again. I had mentioned about the importance of trial & error concept in life so don’t miss this point. Try again and again and even harder. You might have read the history of cloning where the success of cloning is not happen from a single try.

5. Believe In Yourself

Believe in yourself. You know who you are so give yourself the spirit to move and try harder.You might end up in the middle of the journey if you don’t believe in yourself. Believing in yourself gives you strength and confidence so you get nice assets for yourself to get up and go for the next try.

Remember that one of the way to achieve success is by facing the failure. Do you have any other tips of facing the failure? Or do you have any experience related to this? Feel free to share with us by leaving your comments below!

p.s: I reopen comments section due to some causes but I do love changes =)

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Yes. Obviously. Absolutely.

Life is full of tests. And we can see a variety of them everyday – happen to ourselves and the others.

Some people cry and depressed. Some people calling for help. And some people stand and keep fighting.

It is about facing the tests.

I feel shocked and sad at the same time after knowing about my ex-classmate who had been diagnosed with Complex Partial Seizures a few weeks ago. It was in her Facebook’s wall post and yes, it is sometimes to sad to believe but as I always keep in mind – life is going on.

I still remember the day Anne told me about her condition and she had to go for operation (She had went through 2 operations and currently taking medicines). I felt very sad but it is not the time to feel depressed. We have to keep fighting. We are not fighting the fact, but we are fighting to accept the fact and fight the depression that could make us lose.

For a student, facing the tests is a normal and sometimes become a routine. However the tests in life are far more bigger than that. More effort, more controllable emotion and more challenging. There is no grades but there must be an ending.

Some tips from me on facing the tests:

• Accept the facts
• Don’t make yourself depressed
• Control your emotion
• Be patient
• Fight and never surrender

Tests in life are reality so take the best way to face them. For my friend and whoever reads this, let’s hope and pray that we are able to face the tests in our life thus make us victorious in our life, here and there.

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