Above The Line

The waiting period has ended. The results are been published and it’s time to look back and seek the deeds and evil that mixed up in our lives.

Sincerely, I’m not a winner. Maybe I’m one of the in front, but I’m just a guy above the line.

Exam result is a measure to me, and it always makes me look back to the previous days. What I’d done? Am I deserved to get what I got? I’m a person with full of questions – for myself or the others. Teammates and lovemate know better.

At one point, I felt depressed and lost. There’s a time where we will feel that it’s the worst time of our life. And I’d got the feeling. Sad. Alone. Lost. Angry. Pain. But I found it’s how the life is going on. And I feel I deserved it.

I noticed the result will be announced on 28th April 2009 after 5pm, so I took a nap just to make the time faster. I missed CatDog at Tv9 today. Woke up at 5.02pm, I went to PC to see what I’d got. I didn’t expect more. All pass and above 3. That’s all.

Like what I’d said – I wanna be moderate.

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And.. Alhamdulillah. Things sometimes go beyond my expectation. I lost some points but I’m still there like the previous semester. Just a bit regret when some subjects didn’t show up as how I want, but overall.. Alhamdulillah. Nelza got A- for Planning Studio 2 while I just got B+. Yeah, I feel envy but she’s really deserved to get it. One of the hardworking guys. Congrats Nel and keep up the good work!

Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah. I’ll struggle harder plus increasing the good deeds. InsyaAllah.

I pray that – if I fail, it’s not bala’ for me, and if I success, it’s not istidraj. Amin.

I’m thinking of getting sponsorship from JPA. For your information, I never take any sponsorship including PTPTN before this. I called my senior who got sponsorship from JPA and he told me a few things.

Anyone knows about sponsorship from JPA or other sponsorships? Please let me know.

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